People tend to associate the name and some physical objectives with their feeling and reaction. It is probable that the negative reaction can be created if your name has been called many times due to your problems. For instance, my name were called many times by my teacher because the trouble I made. Every time I was called I realized that something wrong must happen to me and the likelihood of punishment was very high. That situation had lasted over many years until I went to the university.
The totally new environment in the university offered me the chance to get back myself in part because i could not find my past in the eyes of the people around me. They knew little about my past and therefore the my image was not so negative. I took back the confidence again and started the new life which would never be forgotten in my life. People treated me almost equally and I was not the bad boy any more. I am very thankful at this moment that my sincere classmates then embraced me and I was lifted up again with their unconscious support. For instance, I was despised by so many classmates in the high school, which caused the low self-esteem. However, less worry in my mind when I interacted with my classmate in the university.
They are not perfect, but they deserve me to remember and thank in my life.
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