Many times, I feel I own somethings to my little ones. As the father of them, I think I should pay more attention to them, should let them enjoy what other child could enjoy. I am wondering if every parent has this kind of thought and sorry for their child if they really love their little ones. Unfortunately, most of time, we are sure to end up with more sorry. The way of educating child and loving them is so complicated that no one in the world is able to master. For instance, it is almost impossible to balance the time allotted to stay with them and to earn necessary materials for them. On the one hand, we are trying to grab as much as we could in order to offer our little ones more quality life. On the other hand, the importance of spending time with them is more evident and more bigger than materials. Therefore, this dilemma gives rise to more pain and inner conflicts among parents. I am one of them.
This pain have been with me for a long time since my first one came to me 5 years ago. She is my angel and no one could replace her in my mind. The spot for her in my heart is unique and special, which is so different from the spots for my wife, my mother, my second little one. Everyone has their uniqueness and I always try to make them happy and offer what I can do for them. However, sometimes, I suffer from the struggling situation that I should go out,or stay with them. My objective is to maintain the two sides of life, which is very hard to achieve at this point.
God be with my family.
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