So many worries could prevent people from making the right judgments. There is a proverb say so many wise people are admiring the happiness of the fool. Sometimes, our intelligence that we have always relied on many years are more likely to delay or direct us in a wrong way. Being living here is a totally new style of life for me and many immigrants, especially for the people who did not have the so specialized experience which could enable them to land a professional job direct. It is almost impossible for me to be a professor here and have to face the reality to give more thoughts about my future career. Actually, this is not difficult for me to work out the answer. However, two things make this very hard to make the final decision, being with my family and be with God. Especially, the later one plays the more critical role in leading me to make the decision.
The key reason is that being faithful to God cause me to be consistent with my past and to be honest. However, my past experience is not strong enough for me to land a professional job in the industry world here. The fact is that so many people have the industrialized experience and may fabricate the strength to demonstrate their competition. This could easily put me in the disadvantage. Therefore, my difficulty relies in this dilemma and God's guidance could give me the peaceful situation.
Staying away from my little one is the situation that I do not want to witness. I understand what I should work for. Unfortunately, this kind of lifestyle seems tough for me to have as a new immigrants. Like so many other immigrants, I have to struggle with this kind of work and life trying to find out the balance. This is the true situation that I have to confront with. I know my willingness and God know me more than myself.
I pray for God to guide me and hope HE like my objective.
No comments:
Post a Comment